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Eva raced through the woods, her body trembling with excitement. She would warn Lexa, who in turn will warn the commander. Then the commander will just send her general and so called warriors to shut the village down. Then Lexa will see with her own eyes the type of person their commander is, and Eva will be the one who stopped the senseless fight. Her friends will see that they belong in the village doing what they do best. Protect their people.

After a few hours the village came into sight. Eva quickly jumped of the horse and tied him up before running off to find Lexa. She just hoped Lexa wouldn't be to upset about her running off. As she neared Lexa's tent she saw a flash of blond. Getting closer she realized it was the commander. She was with Lexa, laughing away as they played with the children, acting as if she cared, as if she belonged.

Eva shook her head and tried to calm herself as she approached them. She was standing in front of them but neither seemed to noticed so she called to Lexa. Turning her head Lexa greeted her.

"Hey Eva, where have you been? I went by your tent earlier but didn't see you."

"Did you go looking for me?"

"Not really. I wanted to properly introduce you to Clarke and figured you show up at one point, and here you are."

Eva's brows furrowed in anger "And if I didn't show up?"

"Hun. I don't know guess I would of introduced you guys later. Everything okay? You're acting weird."

"I'm acting weird!" Eva shouted. Here were all her friends running off to the big city and changing the way they did things, yet she thought Eva was the weird one. How could the commander have such control over Lexa in such a short amount of time.

"Why are you yelling?" Lexa asked with a clenched jaw.

"I'm yelling because I'm pissed. All of you abandoned me to follow your heart straight to your new life, so I left. I only came back to warn you, to warn her." Eva sneered as she turned her attention to Clarke. The anger in her voice turning to sadness as she spoke.

"But it would seem you are doing fine. My absence wasn't even noticed. Guess I didn't mean much to you after all."

"Eva that's not true." Lexa reached out to Eva but she pulled away, her gaze never leaving Clarke.

"It wasn't enough that you got to live your happy life as us little guys struggled to survive. It wasn't enough as you stood by in ignorance as your own people were cast out. No you had to personally come into my life and destroy that as well."

Lexa stood there dejected as Clarke just stammered not sure what to say. A small smile played on Eva's lips as she turned to leave.

"You will get whats coming commander. Your people are angry and they will rebel. I just hope you don't put my friends lives in the crossfire."

With that Eva ran off towards her horse, not once turning back, not even when Lexa called after her. The commander will fall and then the people can finally find happiness.

It didn't take long for Lexa to sprint into action. She wasn't sure what Eva was going on about but she could tell it was nothing good. She did come to warn them. Of what, she just wasn't sure. Lexa dragged Clarke along as she ran towards Anya and Lincoln's tents, knowing they returned a few hours ago.

"Gear up where heading out" Lexa shouted as she heading into her own tent to grab her things.

"Where are you going Lexa?"

"After Eva. Something up and it doesn't look good. You need to go back to Polis."

"What, no. If something is going on I need to know. If its something serious I need to get Octavia and my warriors"

"There of no help."

"What does that mean." Clarke was getting irritated.

As Anya and Lincoln entered the tent Lexa nodded to them and started to explain herself.

"I don't know where Eva went but she obviously found out something. Something that puts you in danger." Lexa said pointing to Clarke.

"And sorry to say but your so called warriors have never been in a real fight. They are nothing more then glorified guards, and would never last in a real battle."

Clarke just huffs at this. "And what are you going to do?"

"What we do best. We will track Eva, find out where she went. We will sneak into the village and find out whats going on. Then we will find a way to stop it. Its just another heist, only this time the target is a person."

Clarke's eyes fill with worry. "Its not safe Lexa. What if you get hurt"

Lexa stepped closer to Clarke and intertwined their hands. "I will be fine. We will be find. If we need help I will send word to you I promise. But for now you need to go back to Polis and alert Octavia, make sure she doubles the rounds and keeps you and the city safe."

"I can take care of myself Lexa"

"I know you can Clarke, but this isn't about just you. Its about your people too, and they come first. Go home. Talk to Octavia. I will send word as so as I can. Okay."

Clarke gave Lexa's hand a squeeze as her stomach filled with knots. "Okay"

"Good. Now we need to go. Until we meet again." Lexa said as she dropped Clarke hand and gave her a quick kiss on the cheek.

Before Clarke could even react Lexa and the others were out the tent. They mounted horses of their own and started tracking Eva. The fact that Eva was angry and in a hurry helped greatly. The path that Eva rode was covered in hoof prints and broken twigs. The trio moved at a much slower pace the Eva did but they were hot on her trail.

After hours of tracking a village came into view. They slowed their pace and headed into the village, trying not to draw attention to their selves. As they strolled through the village, Lexa took notice of the amount of different people. Usually you only found this kind of diversity in big cities not villages. To Lexa this village seemed similar to her own, but instead of orphans, it took in outcasts. With that thought Lexa was positive she was in the right place.

As they search the village Anya pointed out some people who were walking to the far side of the village.

"They kind of look like Eva, don't they?"

"Maybe she wasn't the only one who left from underground." Lincoln added

Lexa gave a nod "Possibly. Lets follow them and find out."

The trio followed them to group of homes off to the side of the village. Looking around they noticed everyone had the same type of features as Eva did. As they got closer to the little community Lexa pulled the group to the side.

"If Eva's in this village I'm sure she would be staying here. We will split up and keep an eye out for her. Give a signal if you spot her, but don't engage."

with a nod they all sprinted off in different directions.

It was getting late and Lexa was worried they would need to wait until morning to find Eva. Luckily a few minutes later she spotted Eva down the road. She waited and watched as Eva went into one of the homes. Once she was out of sight Lexa signaled the others. Within a few minutes Anya and Lincoln were back at her side.

"She entered that home there. We will keep a lookout and see if anyone else enters, or if she leaves. Until Eva heads to the source we wont get much information, so we wait."

Everyone agreed and started to discuss who would take the first watch as someone stepped out of the house. It was Eva and she was shortly followed by another. The trio got closer so they could hear whats going on.

"Come on Eva don't be rash. I know your pissed but its a big decision. If you agree to help them there is no turning back. Its dangerous and not to be taken lightly."

"And you think I don't know that. She deserves what she gets."

"And that may be so, but they want a war Eva. And they are willing to kill anyone who gets in their way. Are you ready for that. To kill innocent people just to get what you want."

"None of us are innocent."

"Even more so to think about this. Doing this will make you no better then her."

Eva didn't respond. Instead she looked up at the stars above her.

"All I'm asking is that you sleep on it. Please Eva."

"Okay" Eva said as she let out a sigh and headed back in side.

The man who was with Eva stayed outside as he ran a hand through his mohawk. Taking this opportunity the trio approached him. Not wanting Eva to see or hear them, they quickly nabbed the guy and went behind the houses.

"What the hell" The guy said as they released him.

"Relax we just want to talk."

"Oh ya. Feels more like kidnapping to me"

Ignoring what the guy said Lexa continued "We're here because of Eva."

The guy instantly tensed and a scowl formed on his face. "What do you want."

Noticing the change in attitude Lexa smirked. He was protective of her. Good.

"To help. We are her friends. We're not sure whats going on but we're worried about her."

"The ones who abandoned her."

"I'm not sure what she told you but we never abandoned her. Yes we left but only to find some kind of closure. We were always coming back. I wish she told us how she felt. I wish she had more faith in us."

The man studied Lexa for a moment before nodding.

"She could use you right now. I introduced her to a group of very bad people. Many people here hate the commander. They struggle and suffer while she does nothing. At first I was like them, but with Eva back I realized life isn't all that bad and that the commander isn't solely to blame for our problems."

Lexa nodded. "It is true that the commander can do things to help, but we must first be willing to help ourselves."

"Well they think they are. At first they weren't so bad, but now there are mumbles of war. I don't want to lose her again."

Lexa studied the man for a moment.

"You care for her."

"I do. We were best friends once. When she left she asked me to go with her and I said no. I had my family to take care of. And while that was true, I was actually just scared. But not Eva. It didn't matter what lie ahead of her, she was ready to face it head on. I was not. Of course it didn't take long for me to regret that decision. It wasn't until I saw her again that I realized just how much I missed her. Once again I'm afraid to follow her, but this time my fear is for her and not myself. War is not the answer."

"Thank you"

"For what?"

"For taking care of her when we didn't I'm happy to know she has someone like you."

"I will always care for her"

"Good. Then your going to help us."

"Help you do what?"

Lexa smirked "Why, stop a war of course."
Eva woke up feeling slightly disoriented. Looking around the room she remembered the previous night, a coldness settling in her chest. She headed downstairs and was greeted by Zedd's face.

"Good morning Eva"


"you hungry? I have breakfast for us"

"Yeah that would be great. Thanks."

They talk as they ate, asking all sorts of questions about each other.

"So why did your family leave you?"

Eva let out a dark laugh as she spoke

"It would seem they just couldn't resist the beauty of the commander and all her city had to offer."

"So not a commander fan are you?"

"Not anymore. I get that she has Twenty-one clans to look after, but she's so blind when it comes to her own people. And now she took the only family I have left."

"Well you have me now." Zedd said said as he looked away shyly. A small smile graced Eva's lips.


Debating his actions Zedd spoke up

"You know there are many people here who share your feelings about the commander. That she's ignorant and unjust to those outside her cities reach."

Eva raises her brow intrigued

"Tell me more."

- Zedd - Eva - Zedd - Eva -

"Tell me more." Clarke asked causing Lexa to smile. As they made their way towards Lexa's village, Clarke was asking questions nonstop about Lexa's life.

"I will but we are almost at the village then I'll show you rather than tell you."

It didn't take long before they reached the village. Clarke pulled up her hood as Lexa practically dragged her into the village. They were great with the sound of laughter as a group of kids ran around playing. A huge smile was plastered on Clarke's face as she took in the sight.

"I will never tire of seeing this. It makes all the past commanders sacrifices worth it."

Lexa hummed in agreement. "Peace is a great thing, and the bigger the coalition gets, the longer the peace will last. But one must no forget the people along the way."

Clarke raised her brow at Lexa's words. "What do you mean?"

Lexa just shook her head as she lead Clarke around her village.

Clarke took in as much as she could. She realized the village was small and there were many more children then adults. The storehouse was small and was only holding a few weeks worth of food. The tents were on the larger side, but lacking in numbers. Even though this village lacking, you could tell it was a happy and well loved village. Clarke was happy to see Lexa's home, but the brunette still hasn't explained why she was here.

"Its a truly beautiful village Lexa, but that doesn't explain your actions."

With a smile Lexa lead them back over to where the children are playing. They sat off to the side as they made themselves comfortable. Lexa threaded her fingers through Clarke's as she looked to the sky.

"I'm sure you noticed, but we have a lot of children here. Most of them are orphans. Our Village leader, Gustus, has a huge heart and could never turn away a lost child. Lincoln, Anya, Eva, and I are all orphans who were taken in by Gustus."

Lexa turned to face Clarke as she felt her squeeze her hand.

"Growing children eat a lot and so at times we run out of food. The Adults try to eat less so the children can have more so they can grow strong and healthy, but that's not enough. We only have four hunters, who are growing in age. The closest place to hunt is the forest to the west of us, but that forest is along the boarder of a much larger village. They have more hunters, along with more control over the forest, leaving only the small game for our hunters. We have a small garden, but we are not big enough to sustain farm land, nor do we have anything of value to use for trading."

Clarke nodded her head in understanding before speaking.

"It will take some time but the children will grow. Can they not be trained to hunt and help grow food?"

Lexa let out a sigh as she looked towards the children.

"Yes they will grow, just like the many before them. But this village does not have a lot to offer. Man choose to travel, either to another village, or Polis. They learn new trades, find work, find love, and build a new life for themselves. My group is one of the few orphans that choose to stay in the village."

A smile played across Lexa's face as she continued to speak. "And now, even we have come to find that our hearts belong outside this village."

Clarke watched Lexa as she spoke, watched as her emotions played across her face. Every time her eyes swam with sadness, Clarke felt as though she had been stabbed in the chest, every time her lips would turn up in a smile, Clarke's heart would flip in her chest, and every time Lexa would look at her, Clarke's stomach would explode with butterfly's. How much this woman could effect her truly scared Clarke, but she didn't care. All she knew is she wanted to be by her side and make it so she could always smile. Leaning into Lexa, Clarke urged her to keep talking.

"As kids my friends and I were always going off on adventures and getting into trouble. But in doing so we learned a unique skill set. Growing older we were able to see the struggles in the village, how much the adults gave up for us, and decided we couldn't stand by and do nothing. So we started using our skills to steal food and other things we might have needed at the time. But before doing so we promised that we would only steal from those who could afford it and we would never take another's life. Our village hasn't had to worry about food since. Gustus hates that we steal, but he really cant refuse when his village is starving."

"So why do you continue to steal so much? Surely you got plenty from my storehouse, yet you still went after another target a few days later."

"This is true, and at first that's what we did. But you never know when another chance would come our way. If we were to pass up a chance and then not have another one before the food ran out, well why chance it. Plus there are always raiders."


"Yes. While my friends and I became well know, there are many who are not. We do not steal for fun, or to harm others, nor do we steal from those who have nothing themselves. Its because we steal from the rich that you know of us. The raiders are different. They steal for fun and self gain. They go from village to village and take from those who cant defend themselves. Those who have little to give. The raiders don't get big scores like we do, but in return no one is looking for them because no one cares about the little people."

Clarke sat up and stared down Lexa. "I care for all me people."

Lexa let out a sigh as she continued "I know you care Clarke, but you can not protect those you do not see. There are many villages like mine. They have little but the village becomes a family and they are happy. But if someone where to get sick, or raiders come, or the weather damages things, there is no one to help the village. Because they have nothing to give, no one will help. You are a good commander Clarke. The coalition has prospered and those who live among you are happy, but you lose sight of the people outside your reach, and lack knowledge of the problems we face."

Clarke looked to the ground, not sure what to say. Lexa is right. She has lost touch with her people. She didn't even know about the raiders. Sensing Clarke's distress, Lexa lifter her hand to cup her cheek and lift Clarke's face towards her own.

"It is not your fault Clarke. There are thousands of people but only one of you. Its impossible to know everyone's problems."

Clarke shook her head as she turned away from Lexa's touch. "That may be true but I have let them down. I have let you down."

Lexa stood up and crouched down in front of Clarke. "You have not let me down. You listened when I spoke. You looked at what I had to show you. Jeez, you followed me into a forest, unarmed, because I stole a necklace from a woman you didn't even know."

Lexa smiled as Clarke let out a small laugh "Plus its never to late to change things Clarke. Show your people, all your people why you are such a great commander."

Clarke was amazed by this woman in front of her. How could Lexa have so much faith in her when she has done nothing but stand by as her people struggled. Staring into the forest green eyes in front of her, Clarke knew she would change the world for her.

"And how do we do that?"

- Clexa - Clexa - Clexa - Clexa -

"And how do we do that?" A man shouted from the back of the crowed. Eva was at some sort of rally, a rally full of people who hated the commander. At first she enjoyed it. She liked to hear that all mighty commander wasn't so loved after all. It made sense, after all this was a village full of people who were cast out from their homes.

People who weren't accepted among the other villages. It may be peaceful times by that didn't stop the discrimination. She knows once upon a time people like her and the ones in this village were banished from the lands due to their differences. While that is no longer true, being accept among "normal" did not come easy.

Eva stood alone. Zedd left some time ago saying something about his heart not being in it anymore. She didn't get what he meant at first, but shes starting to. What started as complaining quickly turned turned to hate which now lead them to talking about going to war.

While she understood their anger, war was not something to take lightly. Many people sacrificed so much to fight for the peace we have today, to throw all that away for vengeance did not seem right. Plus to go against the commander is to against the entire coalition. Not only that but it would mean her friends would get caught in the cross fire. And that is something Eva would never let happen.

Deciding knowing the whole plan would be beneficial she stayed with the crowd and listened as the planed unfolded. She was even brave enough to ask a few questions herself. The rally lasted over an hour, and by the time it was done Eva was feeling drained. Even so, she knew she has to get this information to Lexa fast. The only time farm she got for the attack was soon, so she figured better to go sooner rather then later.

Once back at Zedd's, Eva asked if there where an horses available for her to ride. When he questions as to why, she merely told him that the rally was a lot to take in and needed time to think if joining the cause was the right move. Zedd nodded in agreement as he lead her towards the stables, telling her about a nice and quite river on the south side of the camp. It wasn't long before Eva was mounted and racing off to see Lexa, with only one thing running through her mind

"I knew that blondie would become nothing but trouble."
Eva wonder the land far into the night and late into the morning until she found herself in a familiar place. It didn't take her long to realize where her feet had brought her. Its where she though she would die for the first time, where she was saved by a girl who changed her life. Tears started to fill Eva's eyes as she looked to the sky. She starts to think of home and what the word really means. She wonders if she goes searching will she find her underground home. She wonders if any of them felt this pain when she left. She wonder if they stayed hidden or embraced there new found freedom.

Feeling fatigue finally seeping through her bones, Eva decided to find some where to rest for a while. Not wanting to camp in the forest alone, she set off to find if there were any near by villages. It took the better part of an hour, but the outskirts of a village finally came into view. It was a larger village, with its own marketplace, which Eva was grateful for. Not only could she rest and eat, but her passing through the village would go pretty much unnoticed.

Noticing a local tavern, Eva made her way inside, getting herself a room and some food. She went to one of the back tables to eat, not wanting to be bothered by anyone. She found herself gazing over the pub taking in the sight. She has never been inside one before, Anya always said it was full of drunken idiots and we should stay clear. But sitting her now, she thinks Anya was wrong, all she can see is men and woman alike just having a good time.

A familiar laughter fills the air and Eva turns to the source of the sound, her eyes widening at the sight. He may be taller and more muscular now, but his raven black hair and pale skin give him away. Sitting only a few feet away from her is Zedd, Eva's childhood friend. The one person she was sad to leave. The one person she asked to come with her. But her refused, saying her couldn't lave his family. She was hurt but she understood, family is important, plus he promised her would help how ever he could. If it wasn't for his help and support she doesn't know if she would of ever made it out.

Finishing off her meal, Eva decided to go say hi. The closer she got the more nervous she felt. What if something happened because she left. What if her resented her for leaving. Worse of all, what if he didn't remember her. Taking a deep breath and steadying herself, she took the final step and tapped Zedd on the shoulder. Zedd turned his head and stared at Eva. Green. His soft green eyes are just the same as she remembered.

"Can I help you?"

Realizing she has yet to do anything Eva lowered her hood, and extended her hand in greeting.

"I just came to say hello"

Zedd took hold of her outstretched arm as he stared into her eyes.

"Do I know you?"

Eva's heart plummeted. He doesn't remember. But then again why would he.

"Once upon a time you did, but I guess now I'm nothing more the a stranger. Sorry to bother you"

Sadness filled her eyes as she turned to leave, but was held in place but Zedd firm grasp.



"What your name?"

Eva hesitated. She could tell him the truth in hopes he remembered, but what if he still didn't remember. It would mean she was never important to him. Just a kid to pass the time with. Looking into his eyes she knew she couldn't lie. She always loved his eyes, just as she has always loved Lexa's.


There was a pause as Zedd just kept staring. But slowly a simple appeared on his face as he engulfed Eva in a hug.

"Your alive. It's really you."

Eva squeezed him back, a smile of her own appearing. He remembered.

"You remembered me."

"Of course I did. How could I ever forget"


Zedd cut her off as he pulled out of the hug.

"I didn't know if you were even still alive. I wanted to make sure before getting my hopes up."

Eva pulled Zedd in for another quick hug.

"I'm so happy to see you again. How are you? How is..." The smile dropped from Eva's face


Zedd just lets out a chuckle at the way Eva's face dropped.

"I'm good. Everyone is good. It took a few months after you left for people go outside. But once one person went everyone went. We searched for you for a while, even asked around but no one saw or heard about you so we lost hope."

"I'm sorry."

"There's no need to apologize. You gave us a chance at freedom. A chance at a new life."

"I'm glad. So where is everyone. Did you guys find a home."

"We did. Would you like to meet everyone?"

Eva nodded her head

"I would love that"

It took just over two hours but they finally made it back to Zedd's village. It was one of the smaller villages and was in the outskirts near the desert clans boarder. While it may be one of the smaller ones it was full of people, adults and children alike. Looking around she notices many of her people along with many faces she does not know. What she does realize is almost all the people here are different or have some kind of deformity. Not thinking twice about she continued to follow Zedd to the other side of the camp. Once they reached Zedd's home she was greeted she was able to see all her people had home added here. It made her heart swell with warmth that they were accepted into a village and found a new home, just like she did.

As I was taking in the sight before me I felt Zedd's eyes on me, so I turned to look at him. His eyes sparkled and a dopey grin was plastered across his face. I just raised a eyebrow to him and he mouthed "ready". Ready for what I wasn't sure, but I nodded my head anyways. He turned from me and walked a few feet away before he started to shout

"Gather up every one we have a guest"

realizing that he was going to introduce me I came up by his side. Slowly everyone started to gather. One everyone was there Zedd looked to me and pointed at my head. Nodding I lowered my hood.

"As some of you might have recognized its the troublemaker of the past, the one who lead us to the light. Eva"

As realization came across their faces cheers erupted from the crowd and many made their way over to say thanks. I could see that their were some annoyed by my arrival, mainly the elders, so she didn't care. It was great to see everyone again. Maybe she wasn't as alone as she thought. Maybe she could still have a home after all.
It was your typical Saturday night with the whole gang heading out to the local bar Old Dominion. It didn't take long for everyone to grab their drinks and head out to the dance floor, well everyone except Lexa. Anya and Raven were doing there so called "sexy" dancing, as Lincoln was twirling Octavia all around the floor. Then there was Clarke and Finn dancing around and having a good time.

Lexa watched on from their table her eyes never once leaving Clarke's dancing form. She never liked Finn but he made Clarke happy so she accepted him. But lately Clarke's eyes didn't shine as bright as they use to, at least not when he's around, and it make Lexa's detest for him grow. He didn't deserve someone like Clarke. Others may not have noticed how Clarke has changed but Lexa has. Lexa has always noticed everything about Clarke and has been falling hard for her from the moment they have met.

Lexa notices blue eyes staring back at her and lets out a sigh as the blond walks towards her, silently hoping Clarke wont notice how red her cheeks are.

"Your staring."

"Am not" Lexa argues back as the blush grows.

"If you want to dance so bad just ask someone, no need to watch from afar."

Lexa lets out a snort as her heart plummets. Of course Clarke thinks she just feels left out, of course she wouldn't realize Lexa only has eyes for her and nothing else.

"Come dance with me Lexa."

Lexa shakes her head no, but that just causes Clarke to squeeze her hand and lean in closer.


Lexa just stares into those ocean blues before nodding yes. She never was able to deny Clarke.

Clarke pulls Lexa to the dance floor and turns herself so her back is to Lexa's front. As the music plays on Lexa pulls Clarke ever closer as Clarke continues to grind her ass in to Lexa. It doesn't take long for the sensation to become to much and Lexa spins Clarke around. With their faces mere inches apart and eyes locked on each other they continue their dance. Lexa's heart hammers in her chest as she feels Clarke's hands start to wonder along her back and under her shirt.

Before Lexa can even register whats happening an arm is coming in between them and Clarke is being pulled back. Lexa looks up only to spot Finn kissing Clarke's neck as he tells her he wants to dance. She tells him later but he shakes his head a pulls her further away. Lexa reaches out and grab Clarke's hand, but she just shakes her head and tells Lexa she's fine. Once again Lexa's heart plummets and she walks away, wishing Clarke would just break up with him.

Once again Lexa finds herself alone watching over the dance floor. Naturally it doesn't take long for Lexa to spot Clarke. Her and Finn are dancing again, but Clarke just looks annoyed. Lexa can tell from the way Finn is moving he is beyond drunk. It doesn't take long for the couple to start fighting and leave the bar all together. Another night ruined because of fuck boy Finn, great. Irritated Lexa decides to head home.

Hours later Lexa is laying on her bed listening to country music with a beer in her hand, her mind consonantly replaying the dance her and Clarke shared. As a new tune drifted through her speakers, Lexa decided to make a phone call.

"Hey girl, what's up?"

"Lexa it's one in the morning"

"I know it's late, but I knew you'd pick it up"

"Are you drunk?"

"Naw,I ain't drunk. Okay, maybe I do have a little buzz but that song came on and I just thought what harm could come from one little call?"

"What song?"

Completely ignoring Clarke Lexa continued on. She couldn't hide it any longer.

"I know you say your taken, but I say girl your taking to long."

"What are you talking about?"

"To tell him that it's over, then bring it on over"


"Stringing him along any longer Clarke, it's just wasting precious time. You know it can't wait, rip it off just like a band-aid. The way you look at me, Clarke, you can't pretend. I know you ain't in love with him, break up with him."

"It's not that simple Lexa."

"I know, you don't wanna break his heart, but that ain't no good reason to be keeping us apart. Look, just tell him, it's you, it ain't him, and maybe you can lie to him and say you'll still be friends. Whatever you got to say to get through to him that you ain't in love."

"I don't think..."

"C'mon you can't deny that you and I kinda fit like a glove."


"It ain't my business to be all up in, but I know you ain't in love with him. I know that you're so done with him. Break up with him, break up with him."

Lexa practically begging at the end, but all Lexa was met with was silence. Taking a deep breath Lexa continued speech.

"You would've hung up by now if you weren't thinking it too. No pressure, whatever, just do what you gotta do, but if I was you, I'd tell him that it's over. Then bring it on over."


"Yeah, I know I said it, but I'll say it again, I know you ain't in love with him. Break up with him.
The way you look at me, Clarke, you can't pretend. I know you ain't in love with him, break up with him. Yeah just break up with him."

The silence stretched on as Lexa waited for Clarke to say something, anything. But Lexa never could handle the silence.

"Clarke please, just..." But before Lexa could finish Clarke cut her off.

"Good night Lexa" And with a click the phone went dead. Lexa stared up at the ceiling as she whispered out

"Good night Clarke"

The next morning Lexa awoke to the sound of stone being thrown against her window. Heading over, Lexa open the window and poked her head out only to find the blond beauty standing with a hand full of rocks. Before Lexa could even question what she was doing here, Clarke spoke up.

"I broke up with him"
As night completely falls over Polis and the stars shine brightly above, ass is quite. The only sounds that can be heard are the pained sighs of three women as they sit alone, consumed by their thoughts, and the crunching of the ground, beneath the feet of three outcasts as they take their separate ways towards their destinations.

Octavia sat along the edge of a cliff, staring out into the vast sky before her. Sensing someone approaching, Octavia jumped up from her spot and turned, taking a defensive stance, only to be met with the soft eyes of Lincoln. Seeing who it was Octavia relaxed a bit, but didn't drop her stance.

Nodding in understanding Lincoln raised his hands.

"Please Octavia. I'm here as just me."

Looking into his eyes, and seeing how sincere, and sad they were, Octavia lowered her stance and sat back down. It didn't take long for Lincoln to join her.

Their hands found their way to each other as they sat in silence for what seemed like hours, neither knowing where to start, neither wanting to break the moment. Not able to stand it any long Lincoln turned to Octavia, taking her in before speaking.

"I'm sorry."

Upon hearing his voice Octavia turned towards Lincoln giving him her full attention.

"I'm sorry I'm the bad guy here, but I'm not sorry for my actions. I know what we do is against the law, but we do what we must to survive. We never take more then what we need, and we always try to use the least amount of force as possible. We are not bad people, and are no different then the ones you met that night. We cannot change who we are, just as you cant change who you are."

Squeezing her hand Lincoln took a breath, knowing that this will be the hardest thing he will ever do.

"I just want you to know, that everything I said, and everything I did was real. And I would love nothing more then to stay by your side, but it would seem that is nothing more then a dream. I have a duty to my people, my family."

Silence enveloped them again as Octavia just nodded, tears starting to form in her eyes. Letting go of Lincoln's hand, Octavia whispered into the night sky.

"So that's it then. One night is all we get. It's not fair. I want more."

Lincoln hummed in agreement.

"Pretending reality doesn't exist as we hid away in the shadows of the night, also wouldn't be fair. Not to us or our hearts."

Cupping Lincoln's face, Octavia brought their foreheads together.

"Maybe one day, our reality will change."

Lincoln just gave Octavia's waist a squeeze in response, knowing one day may never come. Octavia pulled back and stared into Lincoln's eyes, knowing that the world will never pull them apart. Not truly. Not if she had anything to do with it. A sad smile graced her lips as she leaned in for a chaste kiss.

"We at least have tonight."

Lincoln let out a laugh that boomed through the night. Of course what Octavia said wasn't all that funny, but it just amazed him how strong this woman was, knowing he was powerless against her. Leaning in Lincoln gave her a kiss of his own, pouring everything he felt into it. Maybe they could have their one day after all.

- Linctavia - Linctavia - Linctavia - Linctavia - Linctavia -

Anya reached the door to Raven's workshop and paused as she hear her mumbling from within. The door was open so Anya just stood in the door way and watched as Raven played with one of her gadgets. Even though Raven was a black smith, she loved the things from the old world, and was constantly making new inventions. That or blowing things up.

While Anya loved her friends and family, she also loved her alone time, finding peace in the quietness. Yet as she stood here, listening to Raven, she was able to picture herself coming here every night, just to sit and listen, much like she is now. It scared her, how comfortable she found herself in the girls presence.

Anya turned her head, looking out towards the night sky. Knowing Raven isn't actually part of the guard meant chances are she wouldn't see her on a mission, so they could just pretend they were like normal people, and Anya could come home to Raven.


Anya had her home, as did Raven. No mater how much she wanted to, she would never fit in Raven's home. Not here in Polis, where shes a know thief. Nor would Raven fit in her's, where she would be divided from her friends. That wouldn't be fair to either of them. No the only way she would be able to call Raven her home would be to leave her family, to stop being a thief, and that wasn't a possibility.

Looking back to Raven once more, Anya shook her head and stood up straight. She never was one to deal with feelings. Anya turned to slip into the night, only stopping when she hear her voice.


Anya turned back as Raven got up and walked towards her.

"That's all I was going to get. Just you staring at me like some creeper, before you decide it's all to much. You where just going to leave me there as I watch you walk away."

Anya could see the pain in Raven's eyes. She knew it was wrong of her, but she didn't know what to do. Even as she opened her mouth to respond no words came out. Raven just grunted in frustration. "Oh now you have nothing to say. Didn't think it was possible with how much you love to sass me."

This caused Anya to smirk. Honestly this woman. Not holding back any longer, Anya closed the gap and pulled Raven in for a searing kiss, pouring her everything into it.

As she pulled back the smirk was still firmly in place.

"Just thought my actions would be better then words."

Raven swatted Anya's arm as she stepped back and headed back towards her shop, holding out her hand for her to take. Anya took a hold of her hand and squeezed tight.

"Are you sure"

Staring Anya directly in the eye Raven nodded.

"We are more then who we need to be to survive. We will figure it out."

Anya smiled as she followed Raven inside. Maybe for one night she could have her Home.

- Ranya - Ranya - Ranya - Ranya - Ranya -

Clarke sat in front of her fireplace as she ran her fingers through Niami's fur, her mind never once leaving the green eyed beauty. Letting out a deep sigh Clarke turned her attention to the wolf upon her lap.

"What am I to do"

Niami slightly raised her head and let out a wine.

"Well your no help" Clarke said as she let out a soft chuckle.

Looking up to the heavens Clarke started to sing a soft tune.

Lexa looked up at the giant tower before her. Spotting the commanders chambers she noticed a light glowing. Happy that she was still awake Lexa made her way closer. Lexa decided to keep her cloak and mask on, figuring it would make things easier. Slowly she made her away across the city, slipping in and out of the shadows. Once she made it to the tower, she looked up and realized sneaking in would be harder then she thought.

Making sure there were no guards in sight, Lexa started to climb, using small wall vines and protruding bricks. Half way up Lexa paused, fatigue getting to her. It didn't take long for a warm voice to envelop her, urging her onward.

Slowly and quietly Lexa perched herself on the commanders window seal taking in the sight before her as Clarke's angelic voice consumed her. To soon, for Lexa's liking, the song stopped and the room once again went silent. Even though no words were spoken, Lexa could hear Clarke's thoughts loud and clear.

"I can hear you thinking from here."

Lexa's voice caused Clarke to jump and grab her dagger as she turned on Lexa. Lexa just held up her hands as she approached Clarke.

"I just wish to talk."

"We have nothing to talk about"

"Don't we?"

"No, now stay back"

Ignoring Clarke's warning Lexa kept walking until she was standing before her. Not backing down Clarke place her dagger at Lexa's throat. Lexa's eyes softened.

"I'm sorry"

At her voice Clarke's eyes shifted to met Lexa's, and within seconds her resolve diminished. Stepping back Clarke removed the dagger from Lexa.

"You have nothing to be sorry for. I was the fool who let you get close. Should of know you wanted nothing more then to use my commander status."

Clarke turned away tears glistening in her eyes, but before she could go to far Lexa reached out and grabbed her wrist.

They stood their frozen for a moment before Lexa pulled Clarke in for a hug. Clarke stiffened at the contact but slowly relaxed into the embrace.

"Never. I would never, ever use you Clarke, for any reason. That day I met you in the storehouse, there was just something about you. It was if I was being pulled towards you. I needed to know if it was real."

Lexa paused as she pulled back from the embrace to look Clarke in the eyes

"I needed to see you again."

Clarke pulled out of the embrace completely, not sure what to believe. She knows deep down, Lexa's words are true, and she knows she felt the same way. As Clarke walked away Lexa continued to speak.

"I know it was selfish, to show up as I did, to corner you like I did..."

"I was hardly cornered"

Lexa smiled at Clarke's remark, glad to know the blond was listening.

"I just wanted you to see the real me, the one behind the mask. I know that this" Lexa gestured to the outfit she was wearing "is part of me, but I'm more then just some thief."

Clarke let out a sigh. "I know"

Lexa waited for Clarke to continue, but when she didn't Lexa went to her side, forcing her to talk.

"I know there is so much more to you Lexa. But that doesn't change who we are, and the fact that we are on opposite sides of the law."

"I know. I know but"

"But what?"

There was a pause before Lexa continued.

"Did you feel it?"

Confused Clarke searched Lexa's eyes, seeing nothing but pain and longing, with a tough of hope. It didn't take long for Clarke to realize what she meant, but she wanted her to say it out loud.

"Feel what?"

Reaching out Lexa took Clarke's hand into her own.

"The pull, the connection, the …. love."

A smile graced Clarke's face.


Such a simple word, yet it caused Lexa's heart to hammer and her stomach to flip.

"Then maybe we don't need to be on opposite sides of the law."

"What do you mean?" Clarke questioned as confusion donned her face.

"Do you trust me?"

Clarke became even more confused, not sure where Lexa was going with all this. Lexa chuckled at Clare's scrunched up face. Reaching out her hand, she placed it under Clarke's chin and raised her face to meet her own.

"Do you trust me?"

Clarke thought for a moment, before nodding.

"Good. Now come with me."


"To my home."

Clarke backed away unsure of what to do.

"I can't just leave. I'm the Commander."

Lexa lets out a small chuckle.

"I know, and this is super important Commander work."

"Oh really. How so?"

Lexa bent down to give Nimai a scratch behind her ear as she continued.

"Have you ever asked yourself why I'm a thief. Why I do what I do."

"The thought has crossed my mind, but I never really stopped to think about it."

"Then let me show you. Come to my home. See what we see. Then decide if we have a future worth fighting for."

Clarke could see it. The hope shining in Lexa's eyes. It didn't take long for her to start drowning in them. Clarke realized that despite the reasons she would follow this girl anywhere. This time she couldn't hid behind her Commander status, this time she couldn't, no, wouldn't run away from her feelings. Together with Lexa she would face them head on, and maybe along the way make a better future for all her people.




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Personal Quote: "Don't take life too seriously, you'll never get out of it alive." -- Elbert Hub
well world. i finally posted the first chapter to my fan fiction for the 100 AKA Clexa……

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